I have naturally thick hair. In fact, I was born with wavy messy hair but puberty somehow straightened then out. Very weird. I sometimes forget how much hair I have because I recently chopped it off. Although my hair is shorter now, the volume is still there. Thick as fuck just how I like it ( lol jkjk ). But seriously, it takes like 1.5hrs just to blow driw my hair completely. Sometimes I just give up and sleep in towel dried hair. I know, asian myths tell us that sleeping in wet hair will get you sick, but it hasn’t happened to me yet.
Hi my name is Holly. You’re pretty cool. Wow, you actually kinda care about me. I think I like you…yup, thats my life. Maybe because there were people who fucked me up in the past and our relationships felt very one sided that I become so easily attached to anyone who comes along showing just a grain of care. It’s dangerous because sometimes they actually don’t and I restart the same phase again. I honestly can’t help how I am and how I feel. Real talk, I sometimes…no, most of the time, don’t feel like people like me for me. I have insecurities with friends because I feel that half of my friends don’t really appreciate my existence. However, I would do anything for them. Even the people I love now, I have trouble feeling their side of the relationship. Of course, I got real friends who care but that’s only like 3-4 people. So in a way, I search for love and care from others. I’m the type of person who cares a lot, or so I’ve been told. I get hurt if I feel like I’m not a good friend to someone. But because I care so much, people take me for granted. It fucking sucks.
When I meet someone for the first time, I try not to let other people’s judgement affect how I think of that person. I like to have my own opinion because each person has their own experience. Perspectives are always different and sometimes hearing the other side of the story helps. Now that I have gotten close to this “bad” person, I may or may not lose another friend because he doesn’t like my new friend.
Guess I’m not a very consistent person, as you can see from my blog haha. I started off posting everyday and now it’s like I got amnesia and forgetful is my middle name. Please forgive me 😬
Honestly, I’m not the type to party a lot, but sometimes I need to let loose. The stress from school and work gets me really frustrated sometimes, so dancing drunk with a bunch of people seems like a good way to release the stress. You just gotta do it sometimes. Anyways, it was a fun night. I met new people and they were all soo sweet. Wouldn’t mind clubbing with them again.
Caffeine has been my best friend for years now. Due to my lack of sleeps at night, I wake up grumpy and upset; definitely not a morning person. While trying to wing my eyeliner half awake, I can only think about my hazelnut latte. Coffee keeps me awake and alive. Yeah I know, ” how basic can Holly get.” “When is Holly not holding a cup of Starbucks.” The world is safer when I am holding a cup of starbucks in my hand.
The title is a lie. I hate the fucking school. What kind of smart ass decided to put a unversity up a fucking mountain. Like how is that convenient? I live two cities apart and it takes me 2 hours just to transit. The sororities there suck ass. In fact, the social life in general is pretty damn boring.